I am very new to all of this online blogging thing. I dont know a thing about html or anything of the sort and i so wanted this to be set up pretty. My brother usually handles all these sort of things for me because hes a web designer. Maybe i can get him to pretty it all up later...
I dont even know where to start, but i guess i am just tired. I am getting used to having my daughter here, my huge highschooler, my huge hijabi highschooler in a school which has never seen a hijab up close and personal. This groundbreaking in a very small town area is a very brave thing of her to do and is the price she was willing to pay to come and live with her mother. She spent the last 7 yrs with her father and Allah blessed her with enough stubbornness, determination, and clearheadedness to demand that she be able to spend some part of her childhood living with her own mother. I love her. She will do big things i think. She gave up Early college and her friends to move out to the country with her mom, stepdad, 4 cats, and a goat....
I am having mixed feelings about the other 2 still living with their father, but Allah cares more for them than i ever could and they will be ok. I dont know if the stress of trying to figure out what to do with their situation is draining me or do i really have something physiological going on.....i promise myself tomorrow to Insh make an appt for a complete physical....cholesterols and all. I have never actually had that done so it should be interesting. I find myself wanting to sleep all the time....i get tired, like really sleepy tired a lot recently and its starting to bother me.
I am taking a semester break from school and i have so many things i want to get done in this time, things i couldnt get done this past yr b/c of school, but now i am too tired to get them done. I wonder if i was tired before but pushed thru it because i HAD to complete the school assignments. Maybe this tiredness is really in my head and is something i just need to push past...maybe its my struggle....Insh i will find out soon.
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